I should win an Oscar
The way I crash right before I walk out the house,
but i recollect myself before i have time to reach for the door.
because once you step out into the world,
you need to present yourself like nothing’s wrong.
Don’t let emotions show.
I pride myself in holding back tears,
When people ask “what’s wrong?”
The ability to say “nothing” with a straight face while i laugh and look away.
That is award winning material.
Or the way I make jokes, laugh, dance, walk as if i have everything going for me.
If only I was filmed.
And the way the scene ends right when I walk in the door,
and see my reflection in the mirror.
And I crash, because I can’t put up an act to myself.
I can’t acct like nothing’s wrong.
When it’s just me all alone.
But man should i win a grammy.
The way my screams fall in line with my tears.
The way i can make the perfect melody when you’re mentioned.
I deserve an award.
Cause the way I act like
I’ve got everything going on.
Should win me every Oscar